{"id":362,"date":"2020-09-02T10:57:21","date_gmt":"2020-09-02T10:57:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.burcutarhan.com\/?page_id=362"},"modified":"2021-05-06T16:10:18","modified_gmt":"2021-05-06T16:10:18","slug":"tanisalim","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/www.burcutarhan.com\/?page_id=362","title":{"rendered":"Tan\u0131\u015fal\u0131m\ud83c\udf88"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t
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Bu blogda sanat\u0131n deneyimleyebildi\u011fim her alan\u0131ndan edebiyata, toplumsal sorunlardan d\u00fcnyada gezip a\u015f\u0131k oldu\u011fum \u00fclkelere, ki\u015fisel ser\u00fcvenlerimden yoga deneyimlerime kadar kalbimde ne varsa bulacaks\u0131n\u0131z.<\/span><\/p>

En zor \u015fey, ruhunu su y\u00fcz\u00fcne \u00e7\u0131kartmak ve \u015feffafl\u0131kla payla\u015fabilmek galiba ama \u00e7ok heyecanl\u0131 ve ilk kez niyetliyim.<\/span><\/p>

Kimdir Burcu derseniz, buyurunuz hakk\u0131mda birka\u00e7 \u015fey:<\/span><\/p>

1984 y\u0131l\u0131n\u0131n Nisan ay\u0131nda do\u011fdum. G\u00fcnlerden Cuma, tarih 13! Do\u011fum s\u00fcrecimde de hayat\u0131m\u0131n her evresinde oldu\u011fum gibi inat\u00e7\u0131ym\u0131\u015f\u0131m. Kendimi bildim bileli bir eve, \u015fehire, \u00fclkeye ait hissetmedim; sanki d\u00fcnya \u00fczerindeki her metrekare benimmi\u015f hissiyle nefes al\u0131yorum.<\/span><\/p>

\u0130lkokulu babam\u0131n g\u00f6revi nedeniyle K\u00fctahya\u2019da, ortaokul ve liseyi ise Ankara Mehmet Emin Resulzade Anadolu Lisesi\u2019nde okudum. Sonra Ankara hayat\u0131m devam etti ve lisans\u0131m\u0131 Bilkent \u00dcniversitesi\u2019nde ekonomi b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnde tamamlad\u0131m. Okumak, ara\u015ft\u0131rmak ve \u00f6\u011frenmek benim i\u00e7in hi\u00e7 azalmayan bir tutkuydu. \u00d6yle ki lisans derecemden sonra burslu olarak \u0130stanbul Bilgi \u00dcniversitesi pazarlama ileti\u015fimi b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnde y\u00fcksek lisansa devam ettim. Yetmedi, \u015fimdi de toplumsal cinsiyet\u00e7ilik ve kad\u0131n haklar\u0131 \u00fczerine ikinci bir y\u00fcksek lisans ya da doktora program\u0131 ara\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yorum. Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m co\u011frafyadaki sorunlara pasif tepkilerden ziyade, daha aktif bir \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcm \u00fcretme a\u015fk\u0131 ile doluyum uzunca bir s\u00fcredir; bakal\u0131m hayat bana bu konuda da ne g\u00fczellikler g\u00f6sterecek!<\/span><\/p>

B\u00fcy\u00fcy\u00fcnce ne olacaks\u0131n sorusuna ilkokulda verdi\u011fim \u2018Dans\u00f6z\u2019 yan\u0131t\u0131m; liseye ad\u0131m atmamla birlikte \u2018G\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc kad\u0131n\u2019a d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. \u00dcniversitede ise g\u00fcc\u00fcn ba\u015far\u0131dan ge\u00e7ti\u011fini g\u00f6zlemledim ve mezun dahi olmadan kurumsal \u015firketlerde i\u015fe ba\u015flad\u0131m. Ben \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131p, \u00fcrettik\u00e7e; sa\u011f olsun hayat da bana bunun kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015far\u0131 olarak verdi. 14 y\u0131l neredeyse hi\u00e7 ara vermeden, global faaliyet g\u00f6steren \u015firketlerin farkl\u0131 birimlerinde g\u00f6rev yapt\u0131m. Markalar yaratt\u0131m, \u015firket sat\u0131n ald\u0131m, i\u015f geli\u015ftirdim, s\u00fcre\u00e7 y\u00f6nettim. Bir bakt\u0131m ki g\u00fcnde ortalama 16 saat \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor, yeri geliyor haftada \u00fc\u00e7 \u00fclkeye toplant\u0131ya gidiyor ve 30 ya\u015f\u0131ma bile gelmeden 145 \u00fclkenin stratejisine karar veriyorum!<\/span><\/p>

Bug\u00fcn geldi\u011fim noktada \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fim \u015fey: Mutluluk ve ba\u015far\u0131 kelimelerinin anlam\u0131n\u0131 tam olarak deneyimleyebilmek i\u00e7in \u2018Denge\u2019nin \u00e7ok k\u0131ymetli oldu\u011fu! Art\u0131k i\u015f ve \u00f6zel hayat\u0131m\u0131n daha dengede oldu\u011fu; ya\u015fama daha sa\u011flam k\u00f6klendi\u011fim bir hayat\u0131m var. Tabii ki yine \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor, \u00fcretiyor fakat t\u00fcm bunlara kaynak yaratabilmek i\u00e7in hayat\u0131ma, kendime ve bedenime de zaman ay\u0131r\u0131yorum. Hem daha keyifli \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m hem de daha fazla alana katk\u0131da bulundu\u011fum bir kap\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131 bu bak\u0131\u015f a\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 bana. D\u00fcnyaya bir daha gelsem teredd\u00fcts\u00fcz yine ayn\u0131 i\u015fi yapar\u0131m ve asl\u0131nda tam da bu \u015fekilde yapar\u0131m!\u00a0<\/span>\ud83d\udcab<\/span>\u00a0Ah, ne de g\u00fczel ki\u015finin t\u00fcm o dikenlerle beslenip, en sonunda kendine en iyi gelen yolu bulabilmesi.<\/span>\ud83c\udf3f<\/span><\/p>

Bu noktaya ve bilin\u00e7 seviyesine gelmem anl\u0131k ve kolay olmad\u0131 tabii ki. Hatta d\u00fcr\u00fcst olmam gerekirse, \u00e7e\u015fit \u00e7e\u015fit yollardan ge\u00e7tim.\u00a0<\/span>Fakat as\u0131l ayd\u0131nlanmam yoga vesilesi ile i\u00e7ime bakabilme cesaretimle oldu. \u00c7ok bunald\u0131\u011f\u0131m, hayat\u0131m\u0131 \/ kimli\u011fimi sorgulad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir d\u00f6nemimde yoga ile tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Beni sakinle\u015ftiren, yava\u015flatan, 30\u2019lu ya\u015flar\u0131mda ilk kez kalbime, duygular\u0131ma kulak vermeme vesile olan yoga.. Aral\u0131klarla k\u00fcssek ve s\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 d\u00f6n\u00fcp, uzak dursak da birbirimizden; \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczde s\u0131k\u0131 iki arkada\u015f\u0131z asl\u0131nda kendisi ile. Yak\u0131n zamanda \u00f6\u011fretmenlik e\u011fitimimi tamamlayarak, felsefesini kendi i\u00e7imde bir basamak ileri ad\u0131mlamaya niyet ediyorum. Bu da ba\u015fka bir heyecan ve hayat g\u00fczelli\u011fi!<\/span><\/p>

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Kendimi bildim bileli ne bulursam okuyorum, herhangi bir ayr\u0131m yapmadan her t\u00fcrden film ve sahne sanat\u0131 izliyorum, \u015fehir \u015fehir geziyorum, dans etmeye bay\u0131l\u0131yorum ve dilimin d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc kadar bunlar\u0131 yaz\u0131yorum.<\/span><\/p>

Hikayem ve yolum elbette bitmedi.<\/span><\/p>

Bug\u00fcn 36 ya\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m. Hayata, nefes almaya sonsuz bir a\u015fkla ba\u011fl\u0131y\u0131m. Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m her an\u0131 \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr hissi ile deneyimliyor ve avucumun ortas\u0131nda duran her \u015feye k\u0131ymet veriyorum. Sade, basit ve fonksiyonel e\u015fyal\u0131 hayat\u0131n k\u0131ymetini savunuyorum. Ye\u015file, maviye a\u015f\u0131k olarak ya\u015f\u0131yor; \u00e7\u0131plak ayakla taze \u00e7ime ve topra\u011fa basmaya bay\u0131l\u0131yorum. Na\u00e7izane d\u00fcnya g\u00fczeli bir ailem, t\u00fcm kararlar\u0131mda bana cesaret veren a\u015f\u0131k oldu\u011fum bir adam, g\u00fclmeden duramayan d\u00f6rt ayakl\u0131 bir o\u011flum, y\u0131llard\u0131r hi\u00e7 kopmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z karde\u015fimden farks\u0131z bir dostum var. Buradan hayat\u0131ma dokunmu\u015f herkese ve her \u015feye \u015f\u00fckranlar\u0131m\u0131 sunuyorum.<\/span><\/p>

Bu sayfalarda okuyaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131z yaz\u0131lar herhangi bir konu hakk\u0131nda bilgi vermeyi ya da fikir dayatmas\u0131n\u0131 ama\u00e7lam\u0131yor. Bir s\u00fcr\u00fc korkum, yaram, defom, do\u011fru bildi\u011fim yanl\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131n yan\u0131nda; hayata dair inanc\u0131m ve d\u00fcnyay\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f \u015feklim var. Her \u015feyi \u2018Bence\u2019 ile ifade etmek niyetiyle oturuyorum her seferinde defterimin \/ klavyemin ba\u015f\u0131na. Sadece kendi ruhumun ke\u015ffi ve sakinle\u015ftirmeye emek verdi\u011fim d\u00fcnyam\u0131n yine kendime ifadesinin pe\u015findeyim.<\/span><\/p>

Buray\u0131 okuyorsan\u0131z kalbime dokunacaks\u0131n\u0131z demektir; sefa getirdiniz! Topraktan yarat\u0131ld\u0131k, ni\u00e7in hep birlikte \u00e7i\u00e7ek a\u00e7mayal\u0131m ki?<\/span><\/p>

Sevgi ile,<\/span><\/p>

Burcu Tarhan \u00c7ataro\u011flu<\/span><\/i><\/p>

Eyl\u00fcl 2020, Ankara<\/i><\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t

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