\u0130lkokul zamanlar\u0131nda birine \u2018Deli\u2019 demek \u00e7ok ay\u0131p bir \u2018k\u00fcf\u00fcr\u2019 say\u0131l\u0131rken, ortaokul ve lise y\u0131llarda bu kelime basit bir \u2018hakarete\u2019 d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. B\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fczde ise konu bamba\u015fka bir boyuta evirildi ve deli olmak bir \u2018gurur kayna\u011f\u0131\u2019 say\u0131l\u0131r oldu! Biz b\u00fcy\u00fcrken, ayn\u0131 kelime anlam\u0131n\u0131 azaltt\u0131, de\u011fi\u015ftirdi; hem de taban tabana z\u0131t olarak..<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hayat\u0131m boyunca toplumun bana dayatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 hi\u00e7bir dogmay\u0131 kabul etmedim. Asla o tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rmedi\u011fim ve bu nedenle de varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 asla bilemedi\u011fim elalemi (!) hep yok sayd\u0131m. Hayat\u0131ma kimsenin m\u00fcdahale etmesine izin vermedim, hep burnumun dikine, kendi akl\u0131ma \/ kalbime \/ pa\u015fa g\u00f6nl\u00fcme g\u00f6re hareket ettim. Defalarca d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm, \u00e7ak\u0131ld\u0131m, yerlerde s\u00fcr\u00fcklendim, \u00fcst\u00fcm ba\u015f\u0131m y\u0131rt\u0131ld\u0131; yeri geldi zeminden kalkamayacak kadar ac\u0131d\u0131 dizlerim \/ t\u00fcm bedenim. Ama her seferinde \u2018bu benim karar\u0131m, benim hayat\u0131m, benim yaram, benim d\u00fc\u015f\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u2019 dedim. Ald\u0131m, kabul ettim. Kendi yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131m d\u00fcnyada kendi kurallar\u0131mla oynad\u0131m. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fakat bu ba\u015f\u0131na buyruk hareketlerimden dolay\u0131 insanlar taraf\u0131ndan, her ya\u015f\u0131mda da bamba\u015fka bir nedenle \u2018Deli bu, deli\u2019 diye damgaland\u0131m. Yeri geldi s\u0131rf can\u0131m istedi\u011fi i\u00e7in sokaklarda ba\u011f\u0131ra ba\u011f\u0131ra \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6yledim diye deli dediler, yeri geldi serseri may\u0131n gibi d\u00fcnyay\u0131 gezdi\u011fim i\u00e7in, yeri geldi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc pat diye y\u00fczlerine s\u00f6yleyiverdi\u011fim i\u00e7in.. Oysa bilemediler ki ben onlar\u0131n canlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7ekti\u011fi her \u015feyi, i\u00e7imden geldi\u011fi gibi, kendim nas\u0131l istiyorsam, \u00f6zg\u00fcrce ya\u015fad\u0131m. Yapt\u0131m, denedim, keyfini s\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Onlar ise uzaktan ancak \u2018deli bu be, dokunma \u015funa\u2019 demekle yetindirler. Kim ya\u015fad\u0131, kim konu\u015ftu; bence as\u0131l mesele bu..\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Oysa ki bizzat delili\u011fimle hep gurur duydum ben! <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Delileri severim, \u00e7ok severim, hatta bay\u0131l\u0131r\u0131m onlara! Normal, toplum normlar\u0131nda s\u0131k\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, bir hamster tekerle\u011fi i\u00e7inde ya\u015fan insanlar, d\u00fcr\u00fcst\u00e7e s\u00f6yleyeyim ki \u00e7ok s\u0131k\u0131c\u0131 ve \u2018ya\u015fam\u0131yor\u2019 geliyor bana. Gariplerim, dar vizyonlar\u0131 ile bunun fark\u0131nda bile de\u011filler hem de.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu kadar \u00e7o\u011ful da de\u011fil asl\u0131nda sevdi\u011fim deliler. \u00c7ok spesifik olarak deliliklerine hayran oldu\u011fum insanlar var. \u00c7o\u011fu normalin(!) d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnebilen, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerini hayata ge\u00e7irmekten korkmayan, \u2018\u00e7evrem ne der\u2019 diye s\u0131k\u0131\u015fmadan kendi bildikleri yolda ilerleyip, istediklerini s\u00f6ke s\u00f6ke alan insanlar. Kendi d\u00fcnyalar\u0131nda \u2018devrim\u2019 yapanlar. Hepsine, her birine hayran\u0131m!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hayran olduklar\u0131mdan biri de: Shahram Nazari. Umar\u0131m ki son nefesimi vermeden \u00f6nce, kendisini kanl\u0131 canl\u0131 izleyebilme l\u00fctfuna eri\u015febilirim. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Herhangi bir yerde kendisini dinleme \u015fans\u0131n\u0131 elde ettiniz mi bilemiyorum fakat \u0130ran klasik m\u00fczi\u011fi konu oldu\u011funda ad\u0131 en \u00fcnl\u00fc tenorlar aras\u0131nda an\u0131lan; tasavvufun, Acem diyar\u0131n\u0131n deli(!) b\u00fclb\u00fcl\u00fc Shahram Nazeri. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Delili\u011fi dehas\u0131ndan gelen, ba\u015f\u0131na buyruk, yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u015fin hakk\u0131n\u0131 sonuna kadar veren, \u015fark\u0131y\u0131 kalbinden \/ ruhundan \/ ci\u011ferlerinden s\u00f6yleyen ve dinleyiciye bu co\u015fkusunu yans\u0131tabilen, co\u015fan, co\u015fturan bir sanat\u00e7\u0131. \u00d6yle ki \u00f6n \u00f6nemli konserlerinde bile giymekten vazge\u00e7medi\u011fi geni\u015f ve siyah \u015falvar\u0131 ve yi\u011fit, pos b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131 ile arzu endam eden biri o. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc kendi d\u00fcnyas\u0131 var ve dar kal\u0131plara s\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131p kalmam\u0131\u015f.. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
K\u00fcrt as\u0131ll\u0131 ve \u0130ranl\u0131 bu s\u00f6z \/ beste sanat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n as\u0131l hayran oldu\u011fum \u00f6zelli\u011fiyse, ku\u015fkusuz ki co\u015fkusu. Bu co\u015fkuyla \u015fark\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylerken, i\u00e7ine girdi\u011fi d\u00fcnyay\u0131 dinleyiciye mimik ve el hareketleri ile aktarma kabiliyeti. O, \u015fark\u0131y\u0131 birebir ya\u015f\u0131yor; siz de onun kanatlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerinde hu\u015fu i\u00e7inde s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyorsunuz adeta. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Belli ki sadece ben de hayran de\u011filim kendisinin delili\u011fine! Zira Fransa K\u00fclt\u00fcr Bakanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 taraf\u0131ndan
m\u00fczi\u011fe ve k\u00fclt\u00fcrel \u00e7e\u015fitlili\u011fe olan hizmetlerinden dolay\u0131 kendisine ”Chevalier des Arts et Lettres” (Sanat ve Edebiyat Ni\u015fan\u0131) verildi. Ne gurur! \ud83e\udd42<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Shahram Nazeri’nin bu d\u00fcnyaya b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 onlarca beste, s\u00f6z, konser var. Fakat na\u00e7izane d\u00fcnya m\u00fczi\u011fine ve k\u00fclt\u00fcrel \u00e7e\u015fitlili\u011fe sundu\u011fu en g\u00fczel eser Shirin Shirin\u2019dir bence. Her dinledi\u011fimde t\u00fcylerim diken diken olur, hepsinde de bedenimin i\u00e7inde hissederim o bu\u011fulu sesini! A\u015fa\u011f\u0131da \u015fark\u0131n\u0131n nakarat\u0131n\u0131n orijinalini ve T\u00fcrk\u00e7e \u00e7evirisini bulabilirsiniz. Nas\u0131l g\u00fczel nas\u0131l da naif.. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Er\u00ea kwan\u00ea meylekey giyana car\u00ee caranit O kadim sevgilim nerede U\u011fruna \u015fark\u0131lar yaz\u0131lan \u015eirin Han\u0131m, pek tabi ki d\u00fcnyalar g\u00fczeli bir acem han\u0131mefendisi. Asl\u0131nda hepimizin bildi\u011fi bir hik\u00e2yenin yan yolundan bir bak\u0131\u015f diyebiliriz bu \u015fark\u0131ya. Merak edenler i\u00e7in buyurunuz efendim \u015eirin Han\u0131m\u2019\u0131n ve a\u015fk\u0131n\u0131n ac\u0131kl\u0131 ve ger\u00e7ek hikayesi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2018\u0130ran \u015fah\u0131 H\u00fcrm\u00fcz\u2019\u00fcn, H\u00fcsrev-i Perviz ad\u0131nda bir o\u011flu d\u00fcnyaya gelir. Bu ya\u011f\u0131z delikanl\u0131 \u00e7ok k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ya\u015fta ok atmay\u0131 ve k\u0131l\u0131\u00e7 ku\u015fanmay\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenir. Tam bir sava\u015f\u00e7\u0131 erkek olarak do\u011fan H\u00fcsrev-i Perviz ge\u00e7mi\u015f g\u00fcn olur ki bir e\u011flenceye gider. Bu mecliste yi\u011fitler yi\u011fidi H\u00fcsrev-i Perviz\u2019e, Hazar Denizi yak\u0131n\u0131ndaki Ermen \u00fclkesi\u00adnin \u015fah\u0131 Mahin Banu\u2019nun k\u0131z\u0131 \u015eirin\u2019in dillere destan g\u00fczelli\u011fini anlat\u0131l\u0131r. G\u00fczelli\u011fini dinleyen H\u00fcsrev-i Perviz, hi\u00e7 g\u00f6rmedi\u011fi \u015eirin\u2019e o an \u00e2\u015f\u0131k olur. Fakat diyarlar uzak, nas\u0131l tan\u0131\u015facaklar? Tan\u0131\u015fsalar bile deli divane \u00e2\u015f\u0131k olmu\u015f H\u00fcsrev-i Perviz\u2019i \u015eirin de be\u011fenecek mi? Bu karanl\u0131k fikirlerle yemeden i\u00e7meden kesilen H\u00fcsrev-i Perviz, \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u015eirin\u2019i b\u00fcy\u00fcyle kendisine \u00e2\u015f\u0131k etmesi i\u00e7in \u015eavur\u2019u g\u00f6revlendirmekte bulur. <\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Hik\u00e2ye bu ya, tam da bu zamanlarda \u015eirin\u2019e de kendi \u00fclkesinde H\u00fcsrev-i Perviz\u2019in resmi g\u00f6sterilir ve bu resmi g\u00f6ren \u015eirin de hi\u00e7 tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131, ad\u0131n\u0131 bile bilmedi\u011fi bu gence g\u00f6r\u00fcr g\u00f6rmez \u00e2\u015f\u0131k olur. \u00dclkeyi bir tela\u015f al\u0131r ve \u015eah Banu g\u00fcnden g\u00fcne eriyen k\u0131z\u0131 i\u00e7in bu resmi \u00e7izen ressam buldurur ve foto\u011fraftaki yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 erke\u011fin \u0130ran \u015fah\u0131 H\u00fcrm\u00fcz\u2019\u00fcnyi\u011fit o\u011flu H\u00fcsrev-i Perviz oldu\u011fu \u00f6\u011frenilir. <\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n T\u00fcm bunlar olurken, kutsal bir ama\u00e7 u\u011fruna(!) g\u00f6revlendirilmi\u015f olan \u015eavur, bunu hayata ge\u00e7irmek \u00fczere Ermen \u00fclkesi\u00adnine var\u0131r. Fakat b\u00fcy\u00fcye gerek kalmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, zaten her iki sevgilin de birbirinden kilometrelerce uzakta ve hi\u00e7 tan\u0131\u015fmadan birbirine \u00e2\u015f\u0131k oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frenir.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n \u015eavur\u2019dan durumu \u00f6\u011frenen ve a\u015fk\u0131n\u0131n pe\u015finden gitmeye, onu bulmaya karar veren cesur \u015eirin, sad\u0131k at\u0131 \u015eebdiz\u2019e atlay\u0131p H\u00fcsrev-i Perviz\u2019in ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015fehre gitmek \u00fczere hemen yola koyu\u00adlur. Fakat yol uzun.. G\u00fcnlerce a\u015fk\u0131n g\u00fcc\u00fc ile dur durak bilmeden yol al\u0131r fakat bir noktada art\u0131k \u00e7ok yorulur. Dinlenmek, soluklanmak i\u00e7in mola vermek zorunda kal\u0131r. Bir havuz ba\u015f\u0131nda y\u0131kanmaya ba\u015flar. <\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Bu esnada da siyasi nedenlerden dolay\u0131 \u015fehrinden uzakla\u015fmak zorunda kalan H\u00fcsrev-i Perviz\u2019de atlar\u0131n\u0131dinlendirmek i\u00e7in tesad\u00fcfen \u015eirin\u2019in y\u0131kanmakta oldu\u011fu yerde mola verir. \u0130ki \u00e2\u015f\u0131k birbirlerini g\u00f6r\u00fcrler fakat ne yaz\u0131k ki daha \u00f6nce hi\u00e7 y\u00fcz y\u00fcze g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmemi\u015f olduklar\u0131 i\u00e7in, tan\u0131yamazlar. \u015eirin, H\u00fcsrev-i Perviz\u2019in saray\u0131na ula\u015f\u0131r, H\u00fcsrev-i Perviz\u2019in \u015fehirden ayr\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenir ve y\u0131kan\u0131rken g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ki\u015finin, \u00e2\u015f\u0131k oldu\u011fu, u\u011fruna \u00fclkesini terk etti\u011fi H\u00fcsrev-i Perviz oldu\u011funu anlar.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Zaman ge\u00e7er ve iki a\u015f\u0131k nihayet bir av esnas\u0131nda bulu\u015fup, birbirlerine a\u015fklar\u0131n\u0131 ilan ederler. Fakat yasal kar\u0131s\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in \u015eirin, H\u00fcsrev-i Perviz\u2019in ayn\u0131 \u015fehirde ya\u015fama teklifini reddeder. \u00c7e\u015fit\u00adli olaylardan ve sebeplerden dolay\u0131 bir s\u00fcre daha kavu\u015famayan \u00e2\u015f\u0131klar, sonunda \u015eirin\u2019in \u00fclkesi Ermen\u2019de bir ara\u00adya gelseler de bu kavu\u015fma da ne yaz\u0131k ki \u00e7ok k\u0131sa s\u00fcreli olur. \u015eirin, Ermen\u2019den ayr\u0131lmak zorundad\u0131r. Fakat bu sefer H\u00fcsrev-i Perviz a\u015fk\u0131n\u0131n pe\u015finden yollara d\u00fc\u015fer ve \u015eirin\u2019i g\u00f6rebilmek amac\u0131yla Rum diyar\u0131na gelir. <\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Bundan sonras\u0131nda tarih bilgisi ba\u015fl\u0131yor i\u015fte.\ud83e\udd13 Behram\u2019\u0131n \u0130ran \u015fah\u0131 H\u00fcrm\u00fcz\u2019\u00fc \u00f6ld\u00fcrerek, \u0130ran taht\u0131n\u0131 ele ge\u00e7ir\u00adme\u015finden sonra, yi\u011fitli\u011fi dillere destan H\u00fcsrev-i Perviz \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131r. Hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden hemen bir ordu kurar ve \u0130ran\u2019\u0131n\u00fczerine y\u00fcr\u00fcr. K\u0131l\u0131\u00e7 k\u0131l\u0131ca sava\u015f\u0131r, Behram\u2019\u0131 yener ve zaten hakk\u0131 olan Iran taht\u0131na eme\u011fiyle \/ kendi g\u00fcc\u00fcyle H\u00fcsrev-i Perviz ge\u00e7er. <\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n T\u00fcm bunlar olurken, \u015eirin de kendi \u00fclkesinin taht\u0131na ge\u00e7mi\u015ftir ama H\u00fcsrev-i Perviz\u2019in siyasi nedenle bile olsa Bizans imparatorunun k\u0131z\u0131 Meryem ile evlenmek zorunda oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fi i\u00e7in \u00e7ok \u00fczg\u00fcnd\u00fcr. Yemek yemez, kendini saray\u0131na kapat\u0131r ve a\u015fk\u0131ndan erir. <\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Saray\u0131n\u0131n bah\u00e7esine bir s\u00fct havuzu yapt\u0131r\u0131lmak \u00fczere \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131lan me\u015fhur duvar ustas\u0131 Ferhad, \u015eirin\u2019i g\u00f6r\u00fcr g\u00f6rmez\u00e2\u015f\u0131k olur ve bu a\u015fkla kendini da\u011flara vurur. (Bak\u0131n\u0131z Ferhad ve \u015eirin a\u015fk\u0131\u2764\ufe0f Ve evet, o \u015eirin bu \u015eirin\u2019dir.) <\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Bunu \u00f6\u011frenen H\u00fcsrev-i Perviz, k\u0131skan\u00e7l\u0131ktan delirir. Ferhad\u2019\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rarak imk\u00e2ns\u0131z bir g\u00f6rev olarak B\u00ees\u00fctun da\u011f\u0131n\u0131 delmekle (ge\u00e7it in\u015fa etme) g\u00f6revlendirir. Ferhad bunu sadece i\u015f bitti\u011finde H\u00fcsrev\u2019in \u015eirin \u00fczerindeki iddias\u0131ndan vazge\u00e7mesi ko\u015fuluyla kabul eder. <\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Bu du\u00adrumu \u00f6\u011frenen \u015eirin, a\u015fk\u0131 u\u011fruna bunca zorlu\u011fa g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcs geren Ferhad\u2019\u0131 g\u00f6rme\u00adye da\u011fa gider. G\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc kuvvetinitoplas\u0131n diye de ona bir testi s\u00fct getirir.\u015eirin\u2019in Ferhad\u2019la g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc duyan ve \u015eirin\u2019in e\u011filimini \/ minnetini g\u00f6ren H\u00fcsrev-i Perviz, Ferhad\u2019\u0131 ortadan kald\u0131rmaya karar verir. Zira k\u0131skan\u00e7l\u0131\u011f\u0131 iyice artm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Bir b\u00fcy\u00fcc\u00fc bulur ve da\u011flara \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f olan Ferhad\u2019a \u015eirin\u2019in \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00f6yletir. Bu duyan Ferhad, kahrolur, a\u015fktan \/ \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00adden d\u00f6v\u00fcnmeye ba\u015flar ve kendini da\u011fdan atarak intihar eder, orac\u0131kta can verir. Ferhad\u2019\u0131n mezar\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn halk\u0131n ziyaret etti\u011fi bir t\u00fcrbe h\u00e2line gelir. \u015eirin de onun mezar ta\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yapt\u0131r\u0131r. <\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Bu arada H\u00fcsrev-i Perviz\u2019in e\u015fi Meryem de vefat etmi\u015ftir. \u0130ki \u00e2\u015f\u0131k bir\u00adbirine mektupla ba\u015f sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 diler. Bu vesile ile tekrar konu\u015fmaya ba\u015flayan \u015eirin ve H\u00fcsrev-i Perviz birbirinden ruhen kopamad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 anlar ve y\u0131llar sonra evlenmeye karar verirler. <\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Y\u0131llar sonra kavu\u015fan a\u015f\u0131klar, huzurla ve sevgi ile ya\u015famlar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcrd\u00fcr\u00fcr. Fakat ta\u00e7 ve taht heve\u00adsine d\u00fc\u015fen H\u00fcsrev-i Perviz\u2019in o\u011flu, babas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0131rpmadan han\u00e7erleyerek \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcr ve \u00fclkenin ba\u015f\u0131na ge\u00e7er. Ac\u0131s\u0131ndan kahrolan \u015eirin de ayn\u0131 han\u00e7erle kendini \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcr.<\/em>\u2019<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ve t\u00fcm bu olaylardan y\u00fczy\u0131llar sonra, pos b\u0131y\u0131kl\u0131, a\u015fk\u0131 kalbinde hissederek konu\u015fan bir adam bildi\u011fimiz Ferhad – \u015eirin a\u015fk\u0131n\u0131 bamba\u015fka bir noktadan yorumlar ve biz faniler sadece g\u00f6zlerimi kapatarak, bu notay\u0131 hayranl\u0131kla izleriz. <\/p>\n\n\n\n A\u015fktan delirenlere, a\u015fk\u0131 ya\u015fayanlara, cesurlara, a\u015fk\u0131n\u0131n pe\u015finden gidebilen t\u00fcm delilere arma\u011fan olsun bu yaz\u0131! En ba\u015fta da delili\u011fi ile her zaman gurur duyan kendime.! <\/p>\n\n\n\n Bir g\u00fcn Shahram Nazari\u2019yi kanl\u0131 canl\u0131 izleyebilmek umudu ile.. \ud83d\udcab<\/p>\n\n\n\n 19 May\u0131s, 2022
Er\u00ea kwan\u00ea hat u \u00e7\u00fby ser hewaranit
Ay hellame \u00fb \u015f\u00eer\u00een hellame \u00fb
\u015e\u00eer\u00een giyan bo \u015f\u00eer\u00een ‘umrim temam e \u00fb
Ay \u015f\u00eer\u00een \u015f\u00eer\u00een \u015f\u00eer\u00een
\u015e\u00eer\u00een giyan bo \u015f\u00eer\u00een ‘umrim temam <\/span>
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Nereye geldin ve gittin as\u0131rlar boyunca
\u015eimdi helak oldum. \u015eirinim. Gonca dudakl\u0131m
Hayat\u0131m feda olsun sana. \u015eirinim. Gonca dudakl\u0131m
\u015eirin. \u015eirin. \u015eirin..
Hayat\u0131m feda olsun sana. \u015eirinim. Gonca dudakl\u0131m <\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ankara, Ev<\/em>
Uzun zaman sonra tekrar yazmaya ba\u015flaman\u0131n kalbimdeki heyecan\u0131.. <\/p>\n\n\n\n