{"id":2066,"date":"2022-08-12T12:23:31","date_gmt":"2022-08-12T12:23:31","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.burcutarhan.com\/?p=2066"},"modified":"2022-08-14T05:40:11","modified_gmt":"2022-08-14T05:40:11","slug":"muziksiz-ask-yoktur","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.burcutarhan.com\/?p=2066","title":{"rendered":"M\u00fcziksiz A\u015fk Yoktur"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p style=\"font-size:15px\">M\u00fcziksiz a\u015fk yoktur. Ve olman\u0131z gerekti\u011fi zamanda a\u015f\u0131k olursunuz. A\u015f\u0131k oldu\u011funuzda ise i\u00e7inizde \u2018\u00f6zel\u2019 bir m\u00fczik olu\u015fur.\u00a0\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:15px\">\u015e\u00f6yle bir \u015fey: <\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-columns is-layout-flex wp-container-core-columns-is-layout-9d6595d7 wp-block-columns-is-layout-flex\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\" style=\"flex-basis:33.33%\">\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-rich is-provider-spotify wp-block-embed-spotify wp-embed-aspect-21-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe title=\"Spotify Embed: Cello Suite No. 1 in G Major, BWV 1007: I. Pr\u00e9lude\" style=\"border-radius: 12px\" width=\"100%\" height=\"152\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen allow=\"autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; fullscreen; picture-in-picture\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/embed\/track\/17i5jLpzndlQhbS4SrTd0B?si=9c3bc32364704a3d&#038;utm_source=oembed\"><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\" style=\"flex-basis:66.66%\"><\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>Ya da \u015f\u00f6yle:  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-columns is-layout-flex wp-container-core-columns-is-layout-9d6595d7 wp-block-columns-is-layout-flex\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\" style=\"flex-basis:33.33%\">\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-rich is-provider-spotify wp-block-embed-spotify wp-embed-aspect-21-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe title=\"Spotify Embed: Sabre Dance\" style=\"border-radius: 12px\" width=\"100%\" height=\"152\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen allow=\"autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; fullscreen; picture-in-picture\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/embed\/track\/1YzhelQCj9oVbokYnUn6Gd?si=31b396a33d114f83&#038;utm_source=oembed\"><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\" style=\"flex-basis:66.66%\"><\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>Ya da \u015funun gibi: <\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-columns is-layout-flex wp-container-core-columns-is-layout-9d6595d7 wp-block-columns-is-layout-flex\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\" style=\"flex-basis:33.33%\">\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-rich is-provider-spotify wp-block-embed-spotify wp-embed-aspect-21-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe title=\"Spotify Embed: Piano Concerto in A Minor, Op. 16: I. Allegro molto moderato\" style=\"border-radius: 12px\" width=\"100%\" height=\"152\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen allow=\"autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; fullscreen; picture-in-picture\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/embed\/track\/0QTaXZRWdzfPdssiQThdCL?si=037e3f4f55674824&#038;utm_source=oembed\"><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\" style=\"flex-basis:66.66%\"><\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:15px\">Her birimizin m\u00fczi\u011fi birbirinden tamamen farkl\u0131d\u0131r ve bu m\u00fczik beklenmedik anlarda ger\u00e7ekle\u015fir.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:15px\">Vanessa i\u00e7in bu m\u00fczik, William\u2019\u0131n bisiklet tekerle\u011fini de\u011fi\u015ftirmesine yard\u0131m ederken; Zoe i\u00e7in ise y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u0131rada Jeremy\u2019i d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc an olabilir. Bazen de bir mucize ger\u00e7ekle\u015fir ve iki insan birbirine ayn\u0131 anda a\u015f\u0131k olur. Ve ikisinin kalbinden ge\u00e7en m\u00fczik eserleri birle\u015fir. Berbat bir g\u00fcn\u00fcn sonunda, psikolo\u011funun dinlenme salonunda s\u0131ras\u0131n\u0131 bekleyen Emmanuelle i\u00e7in b\u00f6yle oldu. Ve o s\u0131rada ayn\u0131 dinlenme salonunda olan, ne yaz\u0131k ki ya\u011fmura yakaland\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in s\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131klam g\u00f6mle\u011fi ile oturan Paul i\u00e7in de.\u00a0\ud83d\udcab<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:15px\">38. ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 iki hafta \u00f6nce sevdi\u011fi birka\u00e7 dostu ve hayatta kalan tek aile \u00fcyesi olan annesi ile kutlam\u0131\u015f Laurent de bir g\u00fcn bu m\u00fczi\u011fi duymay\u0131 hayal ediyordu. Hatta bu m\u00fczi\u011fi duymak i\u00e7in sab\u0131rs\u0131zlan\u0131yordu! Bir s\u00fcr\u00fc \u015fark\u0131n\u0131n bestesini yapm\u0131\u015f olmas\u0131na ve profesyonel olarak m\u00fczik ile u\u011fra\u015fmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen, bunu duymayal\u0131 uzun zaman olmu\u015ftu. G\u00fcnl\u00fck hayat\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015farken, akl\u0131nda d\u00f6n\u00fcp duran ve onu i\u00e7ten i\u00e7e kemiren soru hep \u015fuydu: \u2018Bu nas\u0131l bir m\u00fczik olabilir?\u2019\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:15px\">O ya\u015f\u0131na dek, bu m\u00fczi\u011fe dair s\u0131f\u0131r bilgiye sahip de\u011fildi asl\u0131nda. Hayat\u0131n hakk\u0131n\u0131 yememek laz\u0131m; tam bir m\u00fczik ya da beste olmasa bile, birka\u00e7 nota duymu\u015ftu. Konservatuar y\u0131llar\u0131nda, bu\u011fday tenli, kocaman ye\u015fil g\u00f6zleri olan Annabelle\u2019le birka\u00e7 nota.. Sonras\u0131nda da \u00e7ok daha fazlas\u0131n\u0131 Elisabeth ile deneyimlemi\u015fti. Sar\u0131, k\u0131v\u0131rc\u0131k sa\u00e7l\u0131, yemek yemeye ve buz gibi pembe \u015faraba bay\u0131lan Elisabeth! Her sarho\u015f oldu\u011funda sokaklarda dans etmeye can atan, hayat dolu Elisabeth.. B\u00f6ylesi bir kad\u0131nla bile \u00e7a\u011flayamam\u0131\u015f, ne yaz\u0131k ki m\u00fczik deneyimi yine birka\u00e7 nota ile s\u0131n\u0131rl\u0131 kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131..\u00a0\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:15px\">Bu, Laurent i\u00e7in \u00f6ylesine bir saplant\u0131ya d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc ki, beste yaparken hep melodiyi hayal etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor; nas\u0131l bir karma ve hisse vesile olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde i\u00e7i i\u00e7ini yiyordu. T\u00fcm \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131nda gayreti, hayali ve amac\u0131, \u2018o m\u00fczi\u011fe\u2019 ula\u015fmakt\u0131.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:15px\">Laurent i\u00e7in bu m\u00fczik bu kadar uzak ve \u00e7aba gerektiren bir \u015fey iken; ne gariptir ki, onu dinleyenler, a\u015f\u0131k olduklar\u0131nda hissettiklerini onun eserlerine buluyorlard\u0131. Konserinden \u00e7\u0131kanlar\u0131n kalpleri sevgi, ruhlar\u0131 ne\u015fe ile doluyor; i\u00e7lerinde anlamland\u0131ramad\u0131klar\u0131 bir m\u00fczik ba\u015fl\u0131yordu.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:15px\">Laurent, hem dinleyicilerinden hem de m\u00fczik otoritelerden b\u00fcy\u00fck be\u011feni al\u0131yordu. Hakk\u0131nda yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f onlarca \u00f6vg\u00fc dolu c\u00fcmle ve bir s\u00fcr\u00fc hayran\u0131 vard\u0131. Tabii ki \u00f6zellikle kad\u0131nlar! Kad\u0131nlar\u0131n bir\u00e7o\u011fu bu adamla m\u00fcthi\u015f bir a\u015fk ya\u015fayabilece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. B\u00f6ylesine bir duyguyu sadece besteleri ile i\u00e7lerine nak\u0131\u015f gibi i\u015fleyebilen bir adam\u0131n yata\u011f\u0131nda olman\u0131n nas\u0131l bir duygu olabilece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyor ve kendilerinden ge\u00e7iyorlard\u0131.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:15px\">Evet, Laurent\u2019in hayat\u0131ndan ve yata\u011f\u0131ndan bir\u00e7ok kad\u0131n ge\u00e7ti. Ve o, her birine b\u00fcy\u00fck bir tutkuyla a\u015f\u0131k olmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bunun i\u00e7in ger\u00e7ekten \u00e7abalad\u0131, emek verdi, umdu, diledi.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:15px\">Ama olmad\u0131! Filmlerde g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ve kli\u015fele\u015fmi\u015f her \u015feyi bu kad\u0131nlar i\u00e7in yapmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Laurent b\u00f6yle davrand\u0131k\u00e7a kad\u0131nlar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerinde ne kadar hakl\u0131 olduklar\u0131n\u0131 bir kez daha anlarken; ne \u00fcz\u00fcc\u00fcd\u00fcr ki Laurent k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir melodi bile duyamad\u0131..\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:15px\">M\u00fczik ruhuna de\u011fmedik\u00e7e, kalbi soldu. Her bestesinde bu m\u00fczi\u011fi aray\u0131p, her seferinde daha da uzakla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissettik\u00e7e ruhu karard\u0131. Ve 40. do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc sevdi\u011fi birka\u00e7 dostu ve hayatta kalan tek aile \u00fcyesi olan annesi ile kutlarken, \u00f6l\u00fcmc\u00fcl bir hastal\u0131\u011fa yakaland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendi.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:15px\">Kalan k\u0131sa \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc de bu m\u00fczi\u011fi duymaya adad\u0131! Kendini sokaklara att\u0131 ve ruhundaki karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131, kalbindeki solgunlu\u011fu umursamadan, \u00e7aresizce a\u015fk\u0131 arad\u0131.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:15px\">Yoruldu.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:15px\">\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc m\u00fczik yoktu.!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:15px\">\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden k\u0131sa bir s\u00fcre \u00f6nce, ormanda tek ba\u015f\u0131na y\u00fcr\u00fcrken k\u0131sa bir m\u00fczik duydu. M\u00fczik i\u00e7ine, kalbine i\u015fledi. Oldu\u011fu yere, \u0131slak \u00e7imlerin \u00fcst\u00fcne oturdu ve bir yandan m\u00fczi\u011fi dinlemeye bir yanda ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 hayat\u0131 de\u011ferlendirmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 yanaklar\u0131nda \u00f6zg\u00fcrce yol \u00e7izerken, ne yaz\u0131k ki kime a\u015f\u0131k oldu\u011funu hi\u00e7bir zaman bilemeyecekti..\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-small-font-size\"><em><strong>26 Aral\u0131k, 2019; Valensiya, \u0130spanya.\u00a0<\/strong><\/em><br><em><strong>Hava 19 derece. Beyaz bir tshirt ve g\u00fcne\u015f g\u00f6zl\u00fcklerim ile Plaza de Virgin&#8217;de bir \u00e7e\u015fmenin \u00f6n\u00fcnde oturup, buz gibi pembe \u015farab\u0131m\u0131 i\u00e7iyorum.. Az ileride hayat\u0131mda ilk kez g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm iki gen\u00e7 kad\u0131n var. Biri bu\u011fday tenli, kocaman ye\u015fil g\u00f6zl\u00fc; di\u011feri ise sar\u0131, k\u0131v\u0131rc\u0131k sa\u00e7l\u0131 ve bir yandan a\u011fz\u0131na iri bir ekmek par\u00e7as\u0131 t\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131rken, bir yandan da a\u011fz\u0131 kulaklar\u0131nda, nefes bile almadan yan\u0131ndakine bir \u015feyler anlat\u0131yor. Tam kar\u015f\u0131mda mavi bez \u015fapkal\u0131, kirli sakall\u0131, sar\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u00fckleri olan bir adam saksafon \u00e7al\u0131yor. Ve kendi kendime kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m bu anda, defterime bu hikaye d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcyor.\u00a0<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p class=\"text-justify\">M\u00fcziksiz a\u015fk yoktur. Ve olman\u0131z gerekti\u011fi zamanda a\u015f\u0131k olursunuz. A\u015f\u0131k oldu\u011funuzda ise i\u00e7inizde \u2018\u00f6zel\u2019 bir m\u00fczik olu\u015fur.\u00a0\u00a0 \u015e\u00f6yle bir \u015fey: Ya da [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2095,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2066","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.burcutarhan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2066","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.burcutarhan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.burcutarhan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.burcutarhan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.burcutarhan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2066"}],"version-history":[{"count":29,"href":"https:\/\/www.burcutarhan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2066\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2097,"href":"https:\/\/www.burcutarhan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2066\/revisions\/2097"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.burcutarhan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/2095"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.burcutarhan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2066"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.burcutarhan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2066"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.burcutarhan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2066"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}