Amal, doktorun odas\u0131ndaki sandalyede sanki direk yutmu\u015f gibi dimdik oturuyordu. Etraf\u0131ndaki yabanc\u0131 sesler, farkl\u0131 diller onu korkutuyordu. \u00c7antas\u0131n\u0131n sap\u0131n\u0131 iki yan\u0131ndan \u00e7eki\u015ftirdi\u011fi parmaklar\u0131 bembeyaz olmu\u015ftu. Doktor sonu\u00e7lara g\u00f6z att\u0131, sonra ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cHamilesiniz. Tebrik ederim.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
G\u00f6zleri kocaman a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f Amal, dudaklar\u0131 titreyerek sordu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cKesin mi?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cEvet,\u201d dedi doktor. \u201cHen\u00fcz \u00e7ok erken ama sa\u011fl\u0131kl\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyor.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Derin bir nefes ald\u0131 ve birden h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131ra h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131ra a\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131 Amal. \u015ea\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla bakan doktora ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011ferek f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131: <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2019\u2019Do\u011furamam\u2026\u2019\u2019<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Do\u011furamazd\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ne evi vard\u0131 ne de g\u00fcvenli bir hayat\u0131. Bir gece yar\u0131s\u0131, sessizce evinden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p, 1 ay \u00f6nce Bel\u00e7ika\u2019ya ka\u00e7ak yollarla gelmi\u015f; bir bodrum kat\u0131nda, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck bir odada hen\u00fcz tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 3 kad\u0131nla birlikte ya\u015f\u0131yordu. \u0130\u015fi yoktu, kimli\u011fi yoktu, sigortas\u0131 yoktu. Hastaneye bile gelmesi bir riskti. Yakalan\u0131rsa s\u0131n\u0131r d\u0131\u015f\u0131 edilirdi. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Arkas\u0131nda b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 tek \u015fey, y\u0131llard\u0131r onu ezen, her ad\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 kontrol eden, onu eve kilitleyen kocas\u0131yd\u0131. G\u00f6z\u00fcnde h\u00e2l\u00e2 adam\u0131n \u00f6fke dolu bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 vard\u0131 ve kulaklar\u0131nda yumruk sesleri \u00e7\u0131nl\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Doktorun ona uzatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 beyaz mendile bakarak kafas\u0131n\u0131 iki yana sallad\u0131. Dilini bilmedi\u011fi yerde, kimli\u011fi olmayan biriydi o. Amal biliyordu, ka\u011f\u0131ts\u0131z birinin hayat\u0131nda, hayaller hep yar\u0131m kal\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Kalemine, neredeyse t\u00fcm kitaplar\u0131na hayran oldu\u011fum Ayfer Tun\u00e7’tan ilk yaz\u0131 dersimi alaca\u011f\u0131m bug\u00fcn. Bu k\u0131sa \u00f6yk\u00fc de ilk \u00f6devim. Yal\u0131n, basit bir motivasyon denemesi.. <\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Amal, doktorun odas\u0131ndaki sandalyede sanki direk yutmu\u015f gibi dimdik oturuyordu. Etraf\u0131ndaki yabanc\u0131 sesler, farkl\u0131 diller onu korkutuyordu. \u00c7antas\u0131n\u0131n sap\u0131n\u0131 iki yan\u0131ndan \u00e7eki\u015ftirdi\u011fi […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2222,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2224","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.burcutarhan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2224","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.burcutarhan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.burcutarhan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.burcutarhan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.burcutarhan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2224"}],"version-history":[{"count":8,"href":"https:\/\/www.burcutarhan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2224\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2234,"href":"https:\/\/www.burcutarhan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2224\/revisions\/2234"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.burcutarhan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/2222"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.burcutarhan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2224"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.burcutarhan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2224"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.burcutarhan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2224"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
Akl\u0131mdaki hikayeler ka\u011f\u0131da gebe, heyecanlar ise hep kalbimde. Bu yolda tekrar \u00f6\u011frenci olmak..
Ve t\u00fcm hayallerim ger\u00e7ek olurken.\u00a0
Nas\u0131l heyecanl\u0131y\u0131m!\u00a0
25.A\u011fustos.2025<\/sub><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n