A Letter
Dear myself,
Right now, it may feel like you are in a heightened state or that the World does not have a solid basis.
Also, any clarity you thought you had may seem to be slipping away. There could be a sense that the ordinary and practical world, or the materialistic side of life, is somehow not real or significant. It can feel like your life is a kind of illusion, as though you are lost in dreamland and can not clearly see what is happening. All of a sudden, there may be multiple paths to take. It can be hard to narrow down your choices. On a bad day, this can be quite confusing.
Calm down. Trust your feeling.
You are undergoing an incredible period of transformation. Circumstances are occurring that fall well outside of what is considered normal, average, or mundane.! Right now, not in future. Please accept this is a process.
Your reality is dissolving. You are being forced to empty out who you are to create a space for something new to emerge. This cycle is meant to separate you from relying on your inherent nature. You are expected to be confused and unsure right now because it feels like a part of you is being erased.
What you think you understand is being thrown into doubt, so do not try to pin it down. While it can be frustrating, especially if you are used to controlling the terms of your life, this can also be an incredibly spiritual time if you are willing.
Possibilities that you never saw before seem to be opening up, and there are many directions to choose. Instead of holding on, learn to let go and accept this momentary lack of control in your life. ‘Accept’.. What a big word for you, right?
Try to view this time as a rare opportunity to live outside of normal. Normal.. According to whom? What is normal? Maybe it is time to position this situation as a chance to suspend your need for certainty or practically.
Your usual perspective is being replaced by an entirely new vision. Embrace the possibilities beyond your established routines.
This cycle can open your heart and heighten your sensitivity; that is the contribution it is making to your life. Right now you are intended to embrace your idealism, let boundaries dissolve, and allow yourself to soften. If you have the urge to connect with what is beyond the material and mundane – follow it Burcu!
It is a mystical time, ushering in new visions and showing you the value of not needing to have the answers. Because of this, it may be difficult to focus on practical matters, including work, so scale back on important projects and put off essential decisions.
Do not force things to happen. Any attempts to control your world will be challenging. You could work 100 hours or 10 hours and see the same results, and find yourself spinning your wheels.
In the long run, this time will make you less focused on success, the material world, and always to trying to achieve. It is a reminder you are a part of something much bigger than you.
Open up and embrace the confusion; it is a time to have freedom from what is known. Out of this experience will come greater clarity and insight, allowing you to embrace other sides of yourself.
In the end; trust destiny, believe in the ongoing world and allow yourself to live!
Warm regards,
Burcu.
Last day of May ’22.
